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Mon Oct 19, 2009, 10:55 PM
Well, I'm on to my 5th manager in 3 years since i started working at the pizza place. I can't say that I'm excited about the new manager, i didn't much care for the last one in the last few weeks, but the new one, well, i for see problems. he was the manager 10 years or so ago, and he was fired then, (I don't know the whole story behind that).

Our last manager decided that he wanted to screw me out of hours because his girlfriend and I had a disagreement about work related stuff, and so he took some hours away from me that i kinda needed. then the next week, he puts in his 2 week notice, and by the end of the first week after that, we had a new manager. Unfortunately the new one is kinda creepy, he's always flirting with the girls that are working and it's kinda getting annoying, but there isn't a lot that i can do about it but keep doing my job.

  • Mood: Humor
  • Listening to: Lost Profits
  • Watching: Rurouni Kenshin
  • Eating: 3 day old pizza
  • Drinking: Beer

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:iconkakanina:
Thankyou soso much for the fave on 'story of my life' [link]
I really appreciate it :glomp:

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:icongogonazzgirl:
Thank you very much for the fave.

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thanks for the :+fav:

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no problem, you do good photography, and keep up the good work.

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:iconjinx-yomisota:
Thanks for the fav on "Anticipation"! It's much appreciated.

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:iconmalmida:
thnx for the fave!

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:icongeneratinghype:
Thank you kindly for the recent :+fav:. I really appreciate the support.

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no problem, your writings are very good

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:iconaeternus-spero:
Hey man, listen.
I know it's tough to love someone and only get friendship in return.
And I'm not just saying it either--it's happened to me.

I'm not going to try and cheer you up, or tell you that today is the first day of the rest of your life, or anything like that. I just want you to know that love is out there in the world, for all of us.

You seem kinda depressed, about someone in particular. Some people might think you're silly for focusing your attention all on one person, but I don't--because I did. And I realized that it truly only gave me sadness because of all that I didn't recieve from them in return.

You have two choices here:
1. Cling to sorrow. You can devote your life to longing and the ceaseless sorrow that it brings you. Sometimes, this sense of sorrow and dark loss can give people a kind of high, like a drug. But BE CAREFUL. Though sometimes it feels good to be sad and angsty for a while, it can get out of hand. People can lose sight of reality and begin subconsciously creating problems for themselves when their life isn't going bad enough for them--and then the endless spiral towards soullessness begins. It feels good to feel bad, though...that's why it happens in the first place.

2. Drop it. I know it sounds harsh, but sometimes a step back and a change in mental altitude can do you good. Change your focus. Right now it's this sense of loss and lack of love. Focus all your energy into study of some kind, into enjoying an activity, into being who you want to be. Right now, it seems like you're letting this feeling control you--and it doesn't have to! You are YOUR OWN person, and only YOU are in control of your emotions. I'm telling you, you don't have to feel this way, no matter what people say or what's going on this minute.

YOU, RIGHT NOW, have a choice to make. Are you going to turn around and face the truth--the real truth, not the truth you spin in your mind? Are you going to look at the shortcomings of life forever or are you going to make a way, make a new path?

Blood is fascinating, especially when we humans think of it tied to our own mortality. But it is still the blood that keeps us ALIVE, not just the medium that flows out when we die. You're not dying. I hope you know that.

I found love, you know. Even when I thought no one would love me. And I found more than just love on this earth, more than just the shallow love that this world thinks is just so important.
Message me, and you'll find out how.
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Thanks for this i guess, and if you are going to say anything about religion and god and whatever else then i think you need to put that somewhere else, i have my own relion and faith, thank you very much though. and it's not that i told this girl that i loved her, simply asked her out, and she said no, that's it, nothing more.

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"If there was a god, He would have smiled down on my life by now"

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